Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Christmas Tree



 
A Christmas without a Christmas Tree is not possible. It is a sacred tree required to be present during the festivities related Christmas.
That year we did not have a Christmas Tree. Our father was without job and mother found it hard to keep the house going with everyday expenditure. She has to fall back to whatever savings she had. We asked her for a Christmas Tree, she curtly refused.
"I don't have money for such extravaganza." she told us, "it is better you look for some other alternatives."
"But Mom, without a Christmas tree, it is not possible. Where will Santa Clause land out gifts? Finding no Christmas tree in our home, he will be dismayed and disappointed. What will he think of us?"
"I don't know and I have no time for talking about such issues." Silence fell upon us and we went outside.
Christmas was three days away. Outside out house, there was a big road leading to our school and it passed through a thicket of vegetation. There were some trees that looked exactly like Christmas trees. We looked at them. Two of us sitting outside the door step of our house, we talked about the good days. We talked about the bad days also.
Those were good times when our parents took care of us and actively participated in all the festivities like Christmas, Good Fridays, Easter and Halloween. They spent lavishly on everything and we looked at the pictures which Sarah procured from mother's collection. She looked beautiful in her new dress.
"We are not getting new clothes this time." She told us and we made no fuss about it. We could do without new clothes. But without a Christmas Tree, we could not think of a "Merry Christmas."
"Look, our factory has stopped working. It is all due to recession. There are no more jobs for us. We have to fall back on alimony or whatever money for subsistence comes to us. We should better stop thinking of all things as such until I get a job." Out father told us the hard reality. It was harsh enough.
Tom, why don't we go there and look for a tree for the Christmas. Instead of buying a new one, we can get a small one and fix it in a pot. That will also look like a Christmas tree. Father Santa will not be disappointed to see it. He will love it, of sure.
Sarah was right. So we started for the thicket and took with us garden knife and a shovel, in case we need them. We went out way riding on our bikes. In the way, we came across an old lady standing outside her house. She was trying to insert the key in the keyhole but could not do it. The key slipped from her hand and it fell in the grass.
We went to her to help and offered out help. We found the key she had dropped accidentally and opened the door. We pulled her sopping bags. It was a dark inside. We helped her to locate candles and made her comfortable. It was getting dark outside and hurried to our destination.
Along the stream, there were several plants that looked like small Christmas trees. There was not one but many. We carefully selected one and worked on its roots to displace the soil and pulled it off the ground. Carefully we wrapped it in a cloth and brought it out. It was a nice Christmas Tree, a baby Christmas tree. It was not very big, but it was of the same size we had been looking for, ideal for the pot we were carrying with us. We worked together and fixed the small tree in the pot with pebbles and soil. We wrapped the whole thing in a plastic sheet and loaded it on our bicycles and hurried to our home.
They came across the old woman's house again. This time they were completely tired. They had to push their bikes and had to walk up the entire distance to reach at this place. They stopped for a respite and sat on the stairs leading to the house.
"We are tired. Aren't we?
"Yes. The return journey was very difficult. It is really difficult to carry the Christmas tree."
"We have almost made it. We shall reach home before it is completely dark."
Just then the door opened and out came the old lady.
"Come inside children. It is cozy inside."
"No thanks."
"Don't be modest. Come inside and warm your hands. They must have got the chills of frost outside."
She was right. The frost outside was bitterly biting. They had to take off their gloves and woolens to work on the plant. It was deeply rooted. They had to cut off each root by the shovel before uprooting it. So they were tired. They needed some respite.
"You are living alone? Where are the other members of your family?" Tom asked.
"There is none. I have been living all alone."
"You don't have any child?"
"No I don't have. I had three sons but they had gone along with their families and settled in various parts of the country."
"Don't they ever come back to you?"
"No they don't. They don't visit me."
"Not on the Christmas?
"No, not on the Christmas. None of them visited last year and year before last year. I have stopped counting now."
"Don't you get frightened?"
"No, son, I don't. I have become used to it."
"Then how do you celebrate it, all alone?"
"I just pray to Lord for peace and sleep."
"Does Santa come to your place?" Sarah asked her. She seemed to be more interested in Santa Clause's visit.
"I don't know." The old lady replied in a vain attempt to smile back at children.
"It has started snow outside. Children rush back to your place. Your parents will be worried and get back to them before start looking for you." They readily consented.
"But what about the Christmas Tree? We cannot carry it home in snow."
"Why don't you leave it here? You may get it back in the morning."
"All right; where do you want us to leave it? Outside your house?"
"Not outside. You have worked so hard on the little plant. Why don't you put it up in that corner?"
Children deposited it in the corner of the lonely room. It's tiny spine were dripping with snow and it looked a beautiful dwarf Christmas Tree. "We shall get it tomorrow." Sarah said and the old lady watched them going down the road till they disappeared.
"We shall get it back in the morning." Tom said.
"Yes, of course."
Tom did you notice that the old lady had no one in the house to keep company. She was all alone.
Yes, I did. She isn't frightened to live alone.
Oh, but I am so frightened to even to think of it. Lord, never leave me alone. I love my family, Mom, Papa you my brother and all. I cannot ever even think of being lonely.
Yes, the same here. I pity the old lady. My heart was full of sympathy for her. I was really frightened to leave her behind in the dark all alone.

They went on talking. A few cars passed their way. The snow had stopped falling and they had to make way through the snow. Their bikes would sometime slip off the edge of the road. But they kept on walking.
Tom, how beautiful is our Christmas Tree!
Yes it is. It is really very beautiful and I don't think why we never thought of earlier. We wasted our money on Christmas trees in the past.
Yes. I thank Santa and I have promised him that he will find it the best Christmas Tree.
I shall make it more beautiful and decorate it the best decorations.
Ours will be the best Christmas Tree.
They talked as they walked down. When they reached home, it was past nine. They found their mother busy in the kitchen, She had cooked red radish for soup.
Where shall we put up our Christmas Tree?
Put it up there. Fix it in the backyard. I don't want it inside. The wild plants bring dirt and temerities.
But Mom, we want it inside. We want to place it in our bedroom. We want to make the best Christmas tree.
Oh, So, you got a tree at last. Where did you buy it? Where did you get the money for the tree.
We did not buy it. We got it ourselves. It is not a fake one but real green Christmas tree, exactly like the ones Father Santa used to have it.
Oh. No, not this time. We don't want such things. No more with the dirt and soil. Your mother is right in her saying, so it will do good to fix it in the backyard. You can play with your tree there.

But Dad, it is a beautiful Christmas Tree. You will see to be proud of your children.

Enough of that. Now finish your meals and go to bed.
Sarah and Tom, the poor much pooh-poohed brother and sister silently got up from their seats and headed for their bedroom.

Why can't we carry our tree inside? Tom's words broke the ice between them. In fact they felt discouraged by her Mother's rebukes.

She, in fact has taken it serious view of every thing. She had never thought of it that the children would hang about along the road, beyond their own localities.
Sarah, we shall not able to have our Christmas tree this year and Father Santa will be so disappointed with us. Tom said. He was staring outside sitting in his bed, in dark.
Why, we shall have it here in this very room and we shall tell mother that we will responsible for it.
His sister said. She was adamant.
But what if mother doesn't permit?
No problems, we shall steal it and stealthily bring it inside – Sarah proposed.
No, not stealthily. We should not think of stealing. It is bad. Father Santa will be annoyed with us. He may stop granting our prayers.
OK, what then?
We shall take our decorations and leave the tree where it is.
You mean, the old lady's house?
Yes, The old lady. She was so nice and so lonely. Don't you think she should be happy as we do?
For a minute, silence pervades through them. Sarah got up in her bed and went to his brother. He was still staring at the darkness outside their window. It had stopped falling snow and the moon shone in one corner of the sky.
You are right, Tom. It will remain where it is. We shall visit the old lady. She is so lonely. She needs our company. We shall have some fun there. He needs it too.
Tired from the day one manual labour or contented, they slept through the night, peacefully.
Next morning it was 24th of Dec; they started for the old lady's house. They took along with them their stuff they had collected for decoration, stars, balls, bells and paper buntings. They took some candles also. Tom wanted to take his banjo with him.
By the time they reached her place, they found the door locked. She might have gone to market. They thought and decided to wait outside.
"Oh, there you are. Good Morning, dear children." The old lady greeted them as she climbed the stairs. Tom took her bag and Sarah helped her in opening the lock. Once inside, she made them comfortable. They looked around and they found their Christmas tree. It was beautifully wrapped with a piece of bright clothes.
"You can take your pot and plant. It has been waiting for you since morning." She said pointing the tree.


"No we shall leave it here. It looks beautiful here. We will decorate it for you."
They put up the best show of their skill and aesthetics to change a simple plant to a sacred Christmas tree. The old lady sat by them. She helped whatever little she could but she watched them with interest.
Merry Christmas, Granny.
They spoke simultaneously. Surprised they looked at each other. They a they brook into laughter and ran to the place where they had parked their bicycles.
"Merry Christmas, dear little angels. Merry Christmas. May you be blessed.
When they reached home, a surprise was waiting for them. Their mother told, a delivery boy came and left a packet for them. Excited to see a gift at home, they opened it.
Oh…… No…. My God, such a beautiful…
It is unbelievable. It is beautiful.
They opened the card, it was scribbled in trembling hand,
"Merry Christmas- Granny"
Both brother and sister, as they were, they looked at each other and kissed their tree before saying-
"Thank you Granny."

Coconut

The Coconut
Gurdip Singh

The family was happy.
They were happy that their house was complete. The builder, the contractor and everybody had furnished it according to the tastes and likings of the family. The colour of the walls, the toilets, the kitchen everything in the house was perfectly shaped and designed. It was their exclusive house. They has been waiting for this to happen, for the last two years.
“Don’t you think, it is taking longer than usual?” Children asked their father.“Yes, I know, but you see, they say, Rome was not built in a day. It took years to have it built.”
Father was right. The house had to be equipped and designed to meet their primary needs. A house is not only a living place, that is a place to live rather it is living place like all other living things, it breathes and throbs with you. It is full of live. A lifeless place is called a house but if it is alive to your feelings, desires and dreams, it becomes your home, a place where one can repose one’s desires, dreams and even tears. It not only protects you, it serves as a hiding place where you can hide your best things, the things which you don’t want others to see. So we waited and bore to put up with the landlord whose treatment we knew was not fair. It was the most undignified way of living.
Now the very house was complete and soon it was going to be our home, a permanent dwelling place of the family. Father has done best to draw money from various sources and resources to make it our dream house. Earlier when he used to show us in lines and projections, we sometimes made fun of him. “Come on Papa, you are giving it more than it deserves. After all every house is a house and we are constructing a Taj Mahal.”
“A Taj Mahal is a house of dead, it is a tomb and nobody ever likes to make it his home. So don’t compare it with anything like that.” He would correct us.
After a long endless chain of troubles and hardships, now we were going to have our own house and in a couple of days, we were to occupy it to transform it from house to home. Having both the essential documents the completion certificate and occupation certificate, he announced, “We are moving in our new house this Saturday.”
“How can you move on your own.” Rajinder’s mother said.
Rajinder is our family friend and his mother had joined us for a couple of weeks as she had stayed behind after the marriage of Rajinder’s cousin. We took her as our grandmother.
“First, a pooja is held, and after pooja our gods will occupy the house. We shall follow them.” She counseled.
“But Beji, what is the need of all that. We have already performed such pooja several times before. First we did it when the foundation was laid then second time when ceiling was done. Even on the last Diwali, we held a mini pooja in the half done house. I think enough is enough, now we can’t wait.” Father seemed to be adamant. In fact he wanted to be quick through all the arrangements before the month expires.
“It wouldn’t take more than one day. Just one day pooja is sufficient. It is just crack of coconut. And then you have it.”
“O. K. Not more than that. Just with a crack of coconut, we shall move in.” Father smiled.
“Yes, you ask your Pandit ji to find an auspicious point of time (mahoorat) and then with a bang of coconut, you shall have it.”
“Papa, we going to crack the house like the hackers do in computers.” Sonia was taking a pinch of fun from all the wordy game.
“Yes, papa, what a mahoorat shot it will be, papa give a bang to the coconut and it cracks and we all go inside.”
“Start…… sound…. Camera rolling…. Action…. BANG..” Minu was too making most of the moment.
All said all done. The coconut and ‘pooja thali’ was ready. The auspicious occasion came to be 10.30 in morning. We all assembled. Pandit ji came in his customary white on his bike. The front of the house, the main door of the house was decorated with some colourful patterns. The floor of the house was boasting of its richness as Mother had very painfully and carefully selected patterned vitrified tiles which she had specially ordered from Jaipur.
“Mom, your selection is great. It looks gorgeous. Isn’t it?” Sonia made her mother feel proud.
“Oh. Yes, I remember it gave me several sleepless nights before finally falling for it.” She wanted to tell everybody. “Now, don’t you ever dare to make it look dirty.” She gave a commanding order to us all.
“Where is coconut?” Pandit ji asked.
“Here it is.” The next moment it shifted hands and the coconut reached Panditji.
He took it in his hand, closed his eyes and chanted some sacred matras and then gave it to mother to break it. Mother gave it to Beji to do the solemn ceremony.
Beji, tried in vain and banged it against the tiles carefully, but the coconut seemed hard to crack. Both the ladies present on the scene tried to break it without success. Father took it in hand and gave it a bit hard blow on the ground.
Everybody tried but failed. At last it was given to Pandit ji, he was took it in his hand and just the mobile in pocket range. He listened to the phone call. He was wanted elsewhere. He gave a hard blow, twice it slipped his hands. He carefully examined the structure of the coconut and then quite strategically he banged it against the floor. The coconut was still hard to crack. He gave another thrust this time he did it more carelessly. Lo the coconut cracked with a bang and so did the beautifully patterned tile on the entrance. It gave a big crack.
Everybody was aghast. With a thud the coconut had broken the entire tile.
Ohh,.. Congratulation. Now you can have it. Best of luck.
I saw tears rolling down Mother’s face. Her dream house…… all cracked.